A beginning


Something brought me back. I couldn’t tell you exactly what — a conversation that stuck with me, a line of scripture that landed differently the hundredth time, a quiet moment that felt like more than quiet. Maybe all of those. Maybe none of them.

What I know is this: for years I treated faith like a question already answered, a door already closed. And then, slowly, I noticed the door wasn’t closed at all. I had just stopped knocking.

So this site is me, knocking. I’m re-reading the Gospels, sitting in churches again, asking the questions I used to think were embarrassing to ask out loud. I don’t know where it leads. That’s the point of a journey.

“Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.” — Matthew 7:7

If you’re reading this and you’ve felt the same pull — welcome. I’m figuring it out as I go, and I’m writing it down as I do.